#topsurgery Instagram Photos & Videos

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    This girl has been there for me since Day One of uni and I am so blessed and grateful to know her and have her as my best mate! She has been so there for me throughout the year and I couldn’t ask for a better climbing buddy 😜🧗🏼‍♀️🧗🏻‍♂️ All my love Emma, you mean the world to me!! 📸: @getamay -
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#bestfriend #loveher #topsurgery #ftm #realityofbeingtrans

    This girl has been there for me since Day One of uni and I am so blessed and grateful to know her and have her as my best mate! She has been so there for me throughout the year and I couldn’t ask for a better climbing buddy 😜🧗🏼‍♀️🧗🏻‍♂️ All my love Emma, you mean the world to me!! 📸: @getamay -








    #bestfriend #loveher #topsurgery #ftm #realityofbeingtrans

    262 0 6 minutes ago
    Post op update ft a filter cuz I’m struggling to get rid of that post op binder acne (tips on getting rid of that are so welcome) 
But the tips the surgeon gave me to help the nips come out really seem to be working 💙 I’m super pleased with how much my chest has improved since I started those and I’m optimistic to see the final result again💕

#topsurgerypostop #ftm #topsurgery #ftmtopsurgery #topsurgeryftm

    Post op update ft a filter cuz I’m struggling to get rid of that post op binder acne (tips on getting rid of that are so welcome)
    But the tips the surgeon gave me to help the nips come out really seem to be working 💙 I’m super pleased with how much my chest has improved since I started those and I’m optimistic to see the final result again💕

    #topsurgerypostop #ftm #topsurgery #ftmtopsurgery #topsurgeryftm

    3 0 22 minutes ago
    2009/2010 vs 2019
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My life has been a rollercoaster, and my absolute favorite ride has been the whole transition, from the moment I started to put together the pieces of the puzzle of various thoughts and feelings throughout my life - until today, about 6 years later.
Accepting myself as a trans person was hard, weird and uncomfortable. I can still remember how it felt to say out loud that I’m a man, even though it felt good it also felt really weird, and made me a bit confused as I was still so stuck in gender being either born male or female.
With time I learned that gender is just a spectrum and if I would define where on the spectrum I am today I would say I’m in the middle leaning towards the masculine, which I can also call masculine presenting non binary person. Tho I go by he/him and present myself as a man, but that’s simply because there’s no need for me to mention anything else as I like to live my life pretty stealth, or maybe that’s just an excuse because I’m not ready to have to explain this whole thing for random strangers, or even those around me (who might be reading this now and scratching their head). I’ve been single since the beginning of my transition, before hormones and surgeries, and that has been really important for me so I could grow into who I am without anyone disturbing my headspace.
While adjusting to my new life as a man I have discovered that my sexuality has been affected a lot by my dysphoria and gender confusion. It’s complicated stuff and I might go more into it later but for now I can tell you that I have quit defining my sexuality at all, all genders and expressions are welcome into my heart 💚
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#transisbeautiful #transandproud #trans #transgender #ftm #masculinity #nonbinary #lgbtq #queer #hrt #testosterone #ftmcomparison #nebido #topsurgery #sexuality #gender

    2009/2010 vs 2019
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    My life has been a rollercoaster, and my absolute favorite ride has been the whole transition, from the moment I started to put together the pieces of the puzzle of various thoughts and feelings throughout my life - until today, about 6 years later.
    Accepting myself as a trans person was hard, weird and uncomfortable. I can still remember how it felt to say out loud that I’m a man, even though it felt good it also felt really weird, and made me a bit confused as I was still so stuck in gender being either born male or female.
    With time I learned that gender is just a spectrum and if I would define where on the spectrum I am today I would say I’m in the middle leaning towards the masculine, which I can also call masculine presenting non binary person. Tho I go by he/him and present myself as a man, but that’s simply because there’s no need for me to mention anything else as I like to live my life pretty stealth, or maybe that’s just an excuse because I’m not ready to have to explain this whole thing for random strangers, or even those around me (who might be reading this now and scratching their head). I’ve been single since the beginning of my transition, before hormones and surgeries, and that has been really important for me so I could grow into who I am without anyone disturbing my headspace.
    While adjusting to my new life as a man I have discovered that my sexuality has been affected a lot by my dysphoria and gender confusion. It’s complicated stuff and I might go more into it later but for now I can tell you that I have quit defining my sexuality at all, all genders and expressions are welcome into my heart 💚
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    #transisbeautiful #transandproud #trans #transgender #ftm #masculinity #nonbinary #lgbtq #queer #hrt #testosterone #ftmcomparison #nebido #topsurgery #sexuality #gender

    148 1 37 minutes ago
    New Chest, Who Dis?
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(I'll post the video later)

    New Chest, Who Dis?
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    (I'll post the video later)

    54 4 37 minutes ago
    Kameron is officially home! Surgery went very well and is currently drinking a milkshake. Thank you to everyone who has sent good vibes our way we greatly appreciate the support and love. We’ll still be fundraising for awhile since hospital bills will be coming so shirts and patches are still for sale. For now, enjoy this video of drugged up Kameron🖤✖️ .
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#topsurgery #nonbinary #lgbt #trans

    Kameron is officially home! Surgery went very well and is currently drinking a milkshake. Thank you to everyone who has sent good vibes our way we greatly appreciate the support and love. We’ll still be fundraising for awhile since hospital bills will be coming so shirts and patches are still for sale. For now, enjoy this video of drugged up Kameron🖤✖️ .
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    #topsurgery #nonbinary #lgbt #trans

    8 0 1 hour ago
    🌿Hello from way over there! Tomorrow is my top surgery revision which makes three (2.5?) surgeries in the span of under a year. I’m ready to be done for a while! But it’s amazing to see how much I’ve come through in a year. Surgery recovery is hard. But every time I’ve come through the other side I have felt like one fewer puzzle piece is missing and that is a darn good feeling. Also my body is so pale it looks like I’m wearing a white shirt with nipples. 👀🌿 #transman #topsurgery #leafy #wavehello #transgendermale #transguy #transguys #paleaesthetic #transitioner #shapeshifter #vitamint

    🌿Hello from way over there! Tomorrow is my top surgery revision which makes three (2.5?) surgeries in the span of under a year. I’m ready to be done for a while! But it’s amazing to see how much I’ve come through in a year. Surgery recovery is hard. But every time I’ve come through the other side I have felt like one fewer puzzle piece is missing and that is a darn good feeling. Also my body is so pale it looks like I’m wearing a white shirt with nipples. 👀🌿 #transman #topsurgery #leafy #wavehello #transgendermale #transguy #transguys #paleaesthetic #transitioner #shapeshifter #vitamint

    41 2 1 hour ago
    Do you have an event or party and you need some fun shirts?? Let’s create together!! Hit me up here or contact me at my Etsy shop at www.AuthenticLifeNow.com.

    Do you have an event or party and you need some fun shirts?? Let’s create together!! Hit me up here or contact me at my Etsy shop at www.AuthenticLifeNow.com.

    8 1 1 hour ago
    Testosterone shot number 8
This one almost didn't happen cause my letter from Dr Seal hasn't been sent yet and my nurse said she needed to see it before my dose was upped my my GP is an absolute legend so just prescribed the shot for every 3 weeks love her
Also the plaster my nurse put on the injection site ripped out so many thigh hairs lmao

    Testosterone shot number 8
    This one almost didn't happen cause my letter from Dr Seal hasn't been sent yet and my nurse said she needed to see it before my dose was upped my my GP is an absolute legend so just prescribed the shot for every 3 weeks love her
    Also the plaster my nurse put on the injection site ripped out so many thigh hairs lmao

    50 2 1 hour ago
    jus graduated and gettin my resume together for a big boy job wish me lUck

    jus graduated and gettin my resume together for a big boy job wish me lUck

    231 9 2 hours ago
    #ftm #topsurgery #goals #gofundme #transandproud .
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Its time to put my goals in action.💪🏻
I've waited entirely too long to ask for help. My wife has given me the support and encouragement needed to give me the jump to make my dream a reality. I've lived behind a mask way to long and its time people see me for who I really am. .
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My name is Cameron Rae, I have three amazing kids and a wonderful wife. Awesome parents and siblings who support me. I've lost some people sense fully being public with my transition and I'm okay with that. If you can't love me for who I am, that is your loss. I am not sorry for being true to myself.
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If anyone would like to help me reach my goal for #topsurgery my link is on #instagram and #facebook. .
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Love you all.

    #ftm #topsurgery #goals #gofundme #transandproud .
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    Its time to put my goals in action.💪🏻
    I've waited entirely too long to ask for help. My wife has given me the support and encouragement needed to give me the jump to make my dream a reality. I've lived behind a mask way to long and its time people see me for who I really am. .
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    My name is Cameron Rae, I have three amazing kids and a wonderful wife. Awesome parents and siblings who support me. I've lost some people sense fully being public with my transition and I'm okay with that. If you can't love me for who I am, that is your loss. I am not sorry for being true to myself.
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    If anyone would like to help me reach my goal for #topsurgery my link is on #instagram and #facebook . .
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    Love you all.

    8 0 2 hours ago
    Not to be the one to post shameless selfies of my upper body. But I have fought so hard to feel this kind if comfortableness in my own skin. I suffered for it for years. So you bet your ass I am going to love myself for making it here🤘🏻enjoy designer nipples yall #lgbt #trans #topsurgery

    Not to be the one to post shameless selfies of my upper body. But I have fought so hard to feel this kind if comfortableness in my own skin. I suffered for it for years. So you bet your ass I am going to love myself for making it here🤘🏻enjoy designer nipples yall #lgbt #trans #topsurgery

    1,271 32 4 hours ago
    Excuse me... my eyes are up here! 😏
ACTUALLY as everyone may have figured  out, showing off my chest isn’t something I’m apologetic about. .
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This isn’t just about vanity, folx. 
Even four months later sometimes I still catch myself touching it, staring at it, like I’m inside a dream. I look forward to being 6 months post op and being more comfortable working my upper body out, but I love my body just as I am and have promised myself to not play the comparison game. .
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Deep V’s are my new uniform. (Also peep the braided rat tail- Michele) 
Maybe this summer will be the summer I retire the farmers tan...

    Excuse me... my eyes are up here! 😏
    ACTUALLY as everyone may have figured out, showing off my chest isn’t something I’m apologetic about. .
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    This isn’t just about vanity, folx.
    Even four months later sometimes I still catch myself touching it, staring at it, like I’m inside a dream. I look forward to being 6 months post op and being more comfortable working my upper body out, but I love my body just as I am and have promised myself to not play the comparison game. .
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    Deep V’s are my new uniform. (Also peep the braided rat tail- Michele)
    Maybe this summer will be the summer I retire the farmers tan...

    180 8 4 hours ago
    Day 6 Post Op: 
TODAY'S THE DAY THIS ITCHY MESS COMES OFF
I am in no pain and am no longer taking my medication, I have been struggling a bit to eat due to all the nervousness I have circulating my chest reveal. -
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I have all these "what ifs" swirling around my head and these mild frustrations around pacing myself and relying on others. I know these feelings are just typical nervousness whenever a big change happens (I'm also just a super nervous person in general so this definitely isn't out of the ordinary for me). -
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Physically my sensation in chest has changed/improved drastically in the last 12 hours. I can vaguely feel this tingling sensation within my chest. When drinking water I can feel the coolness in the core of my body. I can somewhat make sense of where my scar is and it's very interesting. -
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I also feel comfortable enough to sit up with better posture (most of these photos I've been hunched over). I can become a bit dizzy if I move around a bit too quickly so again I'm putting in my best efforts to make sure I go slowly with my movement. -
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The tape and compression vest still itches a whole lot but if I don't bother with it I can ignore it, similarly with my small amounts of facial hair. -
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I will keep updating as much as I can!

    Day 6 Post Op:
    TODAY'S THE DAY THIS ITCHY MESS COMES OFF
    I am in no pain and am no longer taking my medication, I have been struggling a bit to eat due to all the nervousness I have circulating my chest reveal. -
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    I have all these "what ifs" swirling around my head and these mild frustrations around pacing myself and relying on others. I know these feelings are just typical nervousness whenever a big change happens (I'm also just a super nervous person in general so this definitely isn't out of the ordinary for me). -
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    Physically my sensation in chest has changed/improved drastically in the last 12 hours. I can vaguely feel this tingling sensation within my chest. When drinking water I can feel the coolness in the core of my body. I can somewhat make sense of where my scar is and it's very interesting. -
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    I also feel comfortable enough to sit up with better posture (most of these photos I've been hunched over). I can become a bit dizzy if I move around a bit too quickly so again I'm putting in my best efforts to make sure I go slowly with my movement. -
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    The tape and compression vest still itches a whole lot but if I don't bother with it I can ignore it, similarly with my small amounts of facial hair. -
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    I will keep updating as much as I can!

    72 6 4 hours ago

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    jus graduated and gettin my resume together for a big boy job wish me lUck

    jus graduated and gettin my resume together for a big boy job wish me lUck

    231 9 2 hours ago
    This girl has been there for me since Day One of uni and I am so blessed and grateful to know her and have her as my best mate! She has been so there for me throughout the year and I couldn’t ask for a better climbing buddy 😜🧗🏼‍♀️🧗🏻‍♂️ All my love Emma, you mean the world to me!! 📸: @getamay -
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#bestfriend #loveher #topsurgery #ftm #realityofbeingtrans

    This girl has been there for me since Day One of uni and I am so blessed and grateful to know her and have her as my best mate! She has been so there for me throughout the year and I couldn’t ask for a better climbing buddy 😜🧗🏼‍♀️🧗🏻‍♂️ All my love Emma, you mean the world to me!! 📸: @getamay -








    #bestfriend #loveher #topsurgery #ftm #realityofbeingtrans

    262 0 6 minutes ago
    2009/2010 vs 2019
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My life has been a rollercoaster, and my absolute favorite ride has been the whole transition, from the moment I started to put together the pieces of the puzzle of various thoughts and feelings throughout my life - until today, about 6 years later.
Accepting myself as a trans person was hard, weird and uncomfortable. I can still remember how it felt to say out loud that I’m a man, even though it felt good it also felt really weird, and made me a bit confused as I was still so stuck in gender being either born male or female.
With time I learned that gender is just a spectrum and if I would define where on the spectrum I am today I would say I’m in the middle leaning towards the masculine, which I can also call masculine presenting non binary person. Tho I go by he/him and present myself as a man, but that’s simply because there’s no need for me to mention anything else as I like to live my life pretty stealth, or maybe that’s just an excuse because I’m not ready to have to explain this whole thing for random strangers, or even those around me (who might be reading this now and scratching their head). I’ve been single since the beginning of my transition, before hormones and surgeries, and that has been really important for me so I could grow into who I am without anyone disturbing my headspace.
While adjusting to my new life as a man I have discovered that my sexuality has been affected a lot by my dysphoria and gender confusion. It’s complicated stuff and I might go more into it later but for now I can tell you that I have quit defining my sexuality at all, all genders and expressions are welcome into my heart 💚
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#transisbeautiful #transandproud #trans #transgender #ftm #masculinity #nonbinary #lgbtq #queer #hrt #testosterone #ftmcomparison #nebido #topsurgery #sexuality #gender

    2009/2010 vs 2019
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    My life has been a rollercoaster, and my absolute favorite ride has been the whole transition, from the moment I started to put together the pieces of the puzzle of various thoughts and feelings throughout my life - until today, about 6 years later.
    Accepting myself as a trans person was hard, weird and uncomfortable. I can still remember how it felt to say out loud that I’m a man, even though it felt good it also felt really weird, and made me a bit confused as I was still so stuck in gender being either born male or female.
    With time I learned that gender is just a spectrum and if I would define where on the spectrum I am today I would say I’m in the middle leaning towards the masculine, which I can also call masculine presenting non binary person. Tho I go by he/him and present myself as a man, but that’s simply because there’s no need for me to mention anything else as I like to live my life pretty stealth, or maybe that’s just an excuse because I’m not ready to have to explain this whole thing for random strangers, or even those around me (who might be reading this now and scratching their head). I’ve been single since the beginning of my transition, before hormones and surgeries, and that has been really important for me so I could grow into who I am without anyone disturbing my headspace.
    While adjusting to my new life as a man I have discovered that my sexuality has been affected a lot by my dysphoria and gender confusion. It’s complicated stuff and I might go more into it later but for now I can tell you that I have quit defining my sexuality at all, all genders and expressions are welcome into my heart 💚
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    #transisbeautiful #transandproud #trans #transgender #ftm #masculinity #nonbinary #lgbtq #queer #hrt #testosterone #ftmcomparison #nebido #topsurgery #sexuality #gender

    148 1 37 minutes ago
    Thanks to everyone who made my birthday an unforgettable one. I didn’t think I’d go from spending it with a person so ungrateful of me that treated me so wrong to me spending it with a group of people who expressed nothing but pure love and support ❤️
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#ftm #topsurgery #testosterone #transgender #trans #transboy #21 #friends

    Thanks to everyone who made my birthday an unforgettable one. I didn’t think I’d go from spending it with a person so ungrateful of me that treated me so wrong to me spending it with a group of people who expressed nothing but pure love and support ❤️
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    #ftm #topsurgery #testosterone #transgender #trans #transboy #21 #friends

    2,524 72 2 May, 2019
    Eight years.
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Today we’ve been together 8 years. It doesn’t even sound real coming out of my mouth or typing it.
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You and I are made of diamonds. So many things have tried to penetrate or break us.... but they can’t. We’re unbreakable. 
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For 8 years you’ve been my soulmate, best friend, caretaker, anchor, and so much more. You’re the most beautiful human in the universe, inside and out. I can’t believe I found someone who accepts me unconditionally in any state of being. You’ve been the only constant in my life. Through thick and thin we’ve held on with the utmost of strength. 
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I love you @jainavanhorne — happy anniversary 🌻✨💍

    Eight years.
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    Today we’ve been together 8 years. It doesn’t even sound real coming out of my mouth or typing it.
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    You and I are made of diamonds. So many things have tried to penetrate or break us.... but they can’t. We’re unbreakable.
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    For 8 years you’ve been my soulmate, best friend, caretaker, anchor, and so much more. You’re the most beautiful human in the universe, inside and out. I can’t believe I found someone who accepts me unconditionally in any state of being. You’ve been the only constant in my life. Through thick and thin we’ve held on with the utmost of strength.
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    I love you @jainavanhorne — happy anniversary 🌻✨💍

    3,079 80 11 May, 2019