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    This is not from today but I look cute af here so posting it anyways. 💕

    This is not from today but I look cute af here so posting it anyways. 💕
    56 1 2 hours ago

    Should I change my hair color or stay dark brown?? 💁🏻‍♀️💁🏼‍♀️💁‍♀️ any suggestions? 🌟

    Should I change my hair color or stay dark brown?? 💁🏻‍♀️💁🏼‍♀️💁‍♀️ any suggestions? 🌟
    104 5 3 hours ago

    I feel really good in this picture taken a few weeks ago.
    A few weeks ago when I didn’t feel unsteady in my own body, like I do today.
    I didn’t feel unable to trust that other people really like me, wondering how they could possibly love me, like I do today.
    Hello, to that very real out of step, almost invisible feeling that comes along with being insecure.
    .
    I haven’t truly felt that way for real, for probably seven years or so now, well, except for around the time of my period.
    .
    When PMS starts each month, I suddenly find there are times I no longer feel certain of myself. For a day or two, I have moments where I feel irrationally unstable in myself, like everything I have come to know and learn goes completely out the window, and I’m back to feeling small, like I want to hide.
    .
    It’s hard to believe now, that before, I felt this way almost all of the time.
    It’s an unstable state of mind to be in for so much of the time, and it can make you feel so fragile. There’s a constant second guessing, a constant wondering, worrying, and fearing...
    For me, that’s where a lot of problems in trying to connect with other people stemmed from.
    Feelings of jealousy, unhealthy envy.
    Feelings of shame, feelings of guilt.
    These things all came from the weird societal need for a certain type of beauty, and how we, as insecure people internalise all of that even if we don’t believe in it (and I definitely don’t!).
    .
    Having to feel insecure now, against my will, during those dreaded days when my hormones seem to malfunction, feels like such a fucking betrayal, like my own body is tricking my mind into thinking things have changed, that they’ve reverted, and I’m back in the uncertain place, in the sad lonely place, and quite frankly, that feels like it’s an impossible thing to try to rationalise.
    .
    I hate rollercoasters.
    And I hate this never-ending cycle that I can’t get out of on those few days, in those insecure moments.
    .
    I want the rational back. I want back the safe secure knowledge that I am a fucking beautiful soft babe.
    .
    Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Scream.
    .
    Just breathe. Oh hi, there it is. There I am. I’m right here. I’m back. I’m back.
    .
    Like I said, I hate rollercoasters.

    I feel really good in this picture taken a few weeks ago. 
A few weeks ago when I didn’t feel unsteady in my own body, like I do today.
I didn’t feel unable to trust that other people really like me, wondering how they could possibly love me, like I do today.
Hello, to that very real out of step, almost invisible feeling that comes along with being insecure.
.
I haven’t truly felt that way for real, for probably seven years or so now, well, except for around the time of my period.
.
When PMS starts each month, I suddenly find there are times I no longer feel certain of myself. For a day or two, I have moments where I feel irrationally unstable in myself, like everything I have come to know and learn goes completely out the window, and I’m back to feeling small, like I want to hide.
.
It’s hard to believe now, that before, I felt this way almost all of the time. 
It’s an unstable state of mind to be in for so much of the time, and it can make you feel so fragile. There’s a constant second guessing, a constant wondering, worrying, and fearing...
For me, that’s where a lot of problems in trying to connect with other people stemmed from.
Feelings of jealousy, unhealthy envy.
Feelings of shame, feelings of guilt.
These things all came from the weird societal need for a certain type of beauty, and how we, as insecure people internalise all of that even if we don’t believe in it (and I definitely don’t!).
.
Having to feel insecure now, against my will, during those dreaded days when my hormones seem to malfunction, feels like such a fucking betrayal, like my own body is tricking my mind into thinking things have changed, that they’ve reverted, and I’m back in the uncertain place, in the sad lonely place, and quite frankly, that feels like it’s an impossible thing to try to rationalise.
.
I hate rollercoasters.
And I hate this never-ending cycle that I can’t get out of on those few days, in those insecure moments.
.
I want the rational back. I want back the safe secure knowledge that I am a fucking beautiful soft babe.
.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Scream.
.
Just breathe. Oh hi, there it is. There I am. I’m right here. I’m back. I’m back.
.
Like I said, I hate rollercoasters.
    53 4 10 hours ago

    The look on my face lets you know I didn't feel like working out today. Something about it being 1degree outside gave me minimal motivation to come to the gym and get my session done but I did it. Yay!.
    🎉
    On today's workout agenda -- the pool. One of the best workouts you can give your body. Now if I only knew how to swim 🤔. All jokes aside, the physical therapist says the pool will help with my hip and ankle problems..
    🏊🏾‍♀️
    It's funny -- whenever I talk about my hip and ankle problems with people who don't know me well -- I typically get some suggestion about losing some weight. SMH! Sometimes I wonder about these oh-so concerned people..
    🤦🏾‍♀️
    I wonder why they always assume anytime something is wrong with a heavier person it automatically has to do with their weight? I wonder if they ever think to ask why my hip and ankle bother me before they automatically assume it"s my fatness..
    😕
    Because if they did ask, I would gladly tell them about the kid who t-boned me at 35 mph after he ran through a stop sign in 2015. He was texting and didn't "see" the stop sign or me. I suffered a concussion in that accident as well. But I'm sure they'd probably blame that on my fat too..
    🤷🏾‍♀️
    What do people assume about your health because you are #plussize ?

    The look on my face lets you know I didn't feel like working out today. Something about it being 1degree outside gave me minimal motivation to come to the gym and get my session done but I did it. Yay!.
🎉
On today's workout agenda -- the pool. One of the best workouts you can give your body. Now if I only knew how to swim 🤔. All jokes aside, the physical therapist says the pool will help with my hip and ankle problems..
🏊🏾‍♀️
It's funny -- whenever I talk about my hip and ankle problems with people who don't know me well -- I typically get some suggestion about losing some weight. SMH! Sometimes I wonder about these oh-so concerned people..
🤦🏾‍♀️
I wonder why they always assume anytime something is wrong with a heavier person it automatically has to do with their weight? I wonder if they ever think to ask why my hip and ankle bother me before they automatically assume it"s my fatness..
😕
Because if they did ask, I would gladly tell them about the kid who t-boned me at 35 mph after he ran through a stop sign in 2015. He was texting and didn't "see" the stop sign or me. I suffered a concussion in that accident as well. But I'm sure they'd probably blame that on my fat too..
🤷🏾‍♀️
What do people assume about your health because you are #plussize?
    9 3 13 hours ago

    My babies being all artsy.

    My babies being all artsy.
    241 5 20 January, 2019

    These panties say "Baby, I'm a Star"... Cheesy but true. Also I'm fucking hot, thanks for noticing.

    These panties say "Baby, I'm a Star"... Cheesy but true.  Also I'm fucking hot, thanks for noticing.
    461 8 20 January, 2019

    🌲🌫big waterfall energy🌫🌲

    🌲🌫big waterfall energy🌫🌲
    112 7 20 January, 2019